Hi. So I'm not sure where you're from, bit I'd like to help at least a little, if I can.
I'm a facilitator for online learning,and there are a lot of courses being offered for free right now that help tackle mental health, as well as hobbies, career changes, parenting, pretty much anything you choose to do.
This is a link to coursera, an online website that can help you with registering for those courses.
https://www.coursera.org/learn/manage-health-covid-19
Like I said, I don't know where you're from, and these courses are being offered primarily in Ontario, but if this link doesn't work, let me know and I'll do some research and see if I can find you something in your area.
I hope this helps, even a little bit, because your mental health is important to this random stranger over the internet.
Sending love and hugs and chocolate,
Potikanda.